Sissy's BDSM fetish Part-1

 Hi everyone, I am Manish (liked to be called as Manisha). This sex story is all about how my naughty and kinky fantasies were fulfilled by my wife Koel.

First, let me describe myself, I am a 29-year-old male, with a little tanned skin, height is 5.5 ” with a small penis of 4″ size, I used to work in a MNC as a engineer, I always had a fantasy regarding female domination , BDSM and cross-dressing. I still remember when I was a teenager I used to wear my mom’s innerwear and jerk off my small 4″ penis when my parents were out. Days passed and my fantasies at one point of time became an obsession. When I was in college , I bought a panty online and went to college wearing it bellow my pants. This continued till I met Koel.

At that time I was around 27 and as I was having a well-settled job and my age is not getting younger, my parents decided that I should settle now. So as this is India, my parents are more enthusiastic than me about getting married .So they started looking for a bride , and that’s how I came across Koel.After our parents had met at her house, finally it was my turn of meeting her personally. So we met in a coffee shop in Mumbai, where I had seen her for the first time. She was a little tanned skin like all Indian girls, with beautiful eyes , and probably having the most innocent smile on earth. Her stats are 34-28-36 and height of 5.3″. She was a child psychologist  by profession.Seeing her for the first time I fell for her, the way she talked , the way she looked was just enough for me to agree to this marriage. Before marriage we kept on dating for some time and, ultimately I popped the question bending down my knees, on which she blushingly said yes.So we got married on 2014 December we had deep love for each other and we are enjoying a healthy sex life.

 About 7 months passed off our marriage and all this while I had forgotten about my fantasies that I had, I convinced myself by saying  I am committed now and I am not even gay. But lust are two different things, I realized that after some time. Even though my wife was quite satisfied with my small penis but still I was lacking enthusiasm in making love to her, as a result she was also not satisfied with me. My sex life was getting bored day by day. So I decided to relive my fantasies once again. I stole a bra and panty from her wardrobe and downloaded BDSM domination, where women are dominating submissive men and started jerking off by wearing those when she was not home. This thing continued till quite some time till one day my wife went for her usual visit to her parents, she was supposed to come back next day.

Koel : mai aabhi nikal rahihoon, kal tak wapis aajaungi.

Me : acha take the car.

Koel : Ok

Me : Drive safe haan !

Koel : Haan baba ! Don’t worry. Take care haan.

Me : Yeah I will, pohochke phone karna.

Koel : Yeah.!! Chalo bye.

Me : Bye.

Koel left and it brought a wicked smile and I said to myself ” I will take a very good care of myself”. I quickly went to my bedroom where I hide her innerwear. I took her skirt and top, got dressed properly. Applied some make-up on my face switched on my laptop and started playing with my small toy. I was jerking my cock as suddenly I heard the door opening. Calamity struck, Koel opend the door and was looking at me with a blank face, she probably opened the main door with her duplicate key, seeing me in her dress and holding my tiny toy. She might had got the shock of her life as I could tell by looking at her face .

Koel : WTF !! Tum kaya kar rahe ho ?

Me : Baby sorry !! Jo tum dekh rahi ho aisa kuch nehi hai , please believe me.

Kole : kaya ?? To phir yeh kaya hai ?

Me : I will try to explain all this to you.

Us waqt mai bohot daar sa gaya, agar ise laga ki mai gay hoon, toh vo toh pakka mujhe chor ke chali jaygi. So I started crying.

Me : Please believe me, please don’t leave me, I really love you. Please trust me , I really love you.

Koel : I believe you, ghabrao mat I will not leave you.

(She came towards me and asked me to sit down.)

Koel : I won’t leave you, but I must know what was happening. First tum baitke relax karo. Take a deep breath.

Me : Haan,I won’t lie I was jerking off wearing your clothes.

Koel : Are you a gay ? I need to know, this .

Me : No I don't think I am, I was never attracted to guys.

Kole : Don’t worry, I am also a psychologist. Trust me I won’t judge you, tell me exeryting.

Then I told all about myself, my fantasies, my cross-dressing habits, porns. Everything that I was hiding from everyone.

Koel : Acha , I was a bit suspicious as I noticed few of my clothes missing, and also mere makeups aaj kal jaldi khatm ho jate hai, but I was not sure. But oneday jab tum so rahe the I unlocked your phone with your fingre print and found your browsing history it was filled with porns of crossdressing men getting dominated by women and also some pic of you waring my clothes. Needless to say I was shocked and disapointed , but after the initial shock I came down and stared researching about this and found information about this fetish. But I needed to confront you and so I made a plan to catch you red handed. I know I shouldn't have seen your phone without your permission but you also stole my chothes without my knowledge, so I guess we are even. 

Me: Tum yeh sab pahele se janti thi, but trust me Its been hard for me as well, I know you are gonna hate me but in spite of all this thing the truth is I really love you. 

Koel(hugged me): I am not gonna hate you, but I was very disappointed, you should have told me before. Don’t worry I’m your best friend na ? I loved you and I always will. Anyway mere kapro mai tum toh mujhse bhi sundar lagrahe ho. ( Smiles ).

I felt strange and confused but a bit relaxed at the same time as I felt a burden has finally been lifted from my chest after all this years. I came after changing. She prepared coffee for us and we sat in our drawing room. I wanted to speak but I was still nervous. Finally, she spoke.

Koel: I had got some idea but I still have some queries.

Me : Sorry koel. I am really sorry.

Koel : Don’t be, its ok. Aur isiliye we need to clarify certain things.

Me : Hmm.

Koel : Don’t worry, mai tumhari biwi ke pahele tumhari dost hoon. So I need to know everything.

Me : Thik hai. Jo puch na hai pucho.

Koel : Yeh sab kaya bus tumahri fantasy hai ya you are a transgender and want to have a female body. 

Me : Honestly I don't know, I haven't explored myself in that way. I was never into men or never thought of having a female body, I guess its just a fetish. 

Koel: Acha , what are the fantasies you have exactly.

Me: Cross dressed like a sissy slave, getting dominated by my hot mistress. And BDSM.

Koel : Female domination, dose that include ass fucking ?

Me(exited voice): Haan but I haven’t tried it yet 

(she started laughing after hearing this)

Koel : Aur BDSM mei kaya kaya pasnd hai ?

Me : Handcuffs, chains,ball gag, blindfolds, but plugs, chastity locks etc.

Kole: Chastity as in lock for your penis.

Me: Yes I had seen in some videos , mistress locks her sissy slaves so that he can not pleasure himself.

Kole(wiked smile): I never knew you ware that kinky.Koi baat nehi, kal sunday hai. Kal hum shoping jayenge. And lets try to explore it together.

So that’s it, guys. Hope you guys have liked it. Please send me your feedback on iammanisha79@gmail.com. I will be back with its next part of the sex story.